The coffee left empty; no coffee brewing in the morning, still waiting for the cup of coffee in bed. I hear your voice calling for me, I hear you and look for you but I don’t see you. I was your princess and you were my prince. The kind words, I need most now today and forever. I don’t hear them. The compassion I need at this moment, I don’t feel your hand. Only your hand led me to happiness. I see you and I reach for you but you’re not there. Your heart, you handed me in my hands everyday that meant so much, and felt so loved. Where are you? Can you see me in your dreams, can you hear me calling for you, I’m calling you with all my love that I had and still have. But you’re not here. I can’t breathe it hurts every time I inhale and exhale knowing you’re not here. I can’t see with such hurt and confusion, my tears are filling my eyes. Questioning can I move on? Could I love as much as I once loved you? How do I begin? How do I let go of you, your love, understanding and compassion. How? I just realized as I looked around the room, another love. Realized, other loves will never compare to yours. You respected, understood, with the compassionate love you once gave me.
The excitement
· The excitement of being by your side, when we go out for the evening. I am so ready to go home even though our evening out hasn’t begun. You have just that special way of surprising me in some way. The intimacy, the love, the passionate kisses you leave imbedded in my body every single day! The things you tell me in between, the beginning and at the end, that my memory and heart hold on to with such passion.
· Your silliness , your soft hands that run up and down my body and feels oh so amazing, feels just like the first time every time. When our bodies press together, the instant fire we create that grows stronger and stronger each and every day. Your long slow passionate kisses that run from the top of my body to the tip of my toes. You pleasure my body with such burning love that leaves no part unmissed.
Do you hear me
· Do you hear me, do you see me? I am here in front of you begging you silently with tears filling my eyes and my heart in my hand. I need you, I need you to help me please out of the emptiness I feel, I am sinking more and more into a deep depression with no way out. I reach for your hand and you turn away you push me away, your too busy caught up with you they way you feel, only what you want and what you need. I feel like I’m losing you little by little, you can’t I need your love, help help I need your help, can’t you see past the way you feel, I love you hold me you fool. I stand beside you and you don’t even care. You don’t listen to me I try and try to speak to. I pray it will make it to your heart and it doesn’t, it just doesn’t, why? I smile a smile that I just don’t feel I see it you see it but it’s broken, my heart hurts, it cry’s for your help. I talk to you through my eyes and you don’t listen. I stand by your side I listen to your every, want dreams, goals, and problems, “what about me”
· You forgot about me and you don’t even care or realize it. I stand by your every need. I am strong but I am breaking. You said you promised time away time alone but you get caught up with work and you stress and stress and take it out on me. You always push me to the side please please grab my hand, hold me, I will forget and forgive you I adore you with my everything. What happen to all the little things that mattered so much to me, and now I get nothing, just pushed to the side. I see you don’t you see me how my heart aches, just asking for your help. I see you, hear you but you are just not listening to me my heart my every need the little things. Hear me please listen to me all I need is a sincere smile, a kiss and to know you know I exist.
Your precious love
· They way you walk towards me with that sway that makes my whole body hot, the twinkle in your eye you walking towards me. Your touch, the way you run your hard working hands all over my body, you know my body inside and out. The pause, you grab my hand so loving while looking at me in my eyes before you tell me you love me. The way you bite your lip while thinking, when you look at me with love while i am getting ready in the mirror, the way your eyes follow me across the room to where you are. It doesn't matter where we are your attention is me and never do your eyes wonder. Your plentiful kisses that say much more than a four letter word, you are love always always. The way your hands run across my waist, the feeling, the love, my everything.
· The way you look in those jeans, your body, the way you make love to me, the way you talk, your soft heartfelt words that linger through my head body and soul all day. The good morning and the goodnight kiss that makes me long for more. The shape of your lip’s that I run my fingers through and know like a map. The long talks, the communication, the unity. It doesn't matter where we are in the world; your precious love carries me through it all.
I dream with you
I dream with you, holding your hand running through the field of love, feeling the wind embracing us making us feel as one, the sweet smell of flowers and love lingering through our sense of smell, the feeling of love that keeps growing. I dream you’re holding me while you’re talking through your eyes, never wanting this dream to end, the intense emotions, the sweet surrender, the kisses, the long walks and the journey, hand and hand forever, it’s just not a dream it’s a special kind of dream.
You're not here
You’re not here but I hold you near, when I think of you I smile remembering the joys of life you bring to mind, even though you’re not near you’re love is always here.
Absence
The absence of your presence, oh so disturbing to my heart, love and soul, My breathing oh so hard to do, my beating heart beating ever so slow, my motivation for each day is oh so not there. My love waiting for the day I return
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