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About Me: Only you: My day was made with the way you waved as you passed me by,  with the look you gave underneath those sunglasses, you hide behind ! The feeli...

Only you

My day was made with the way you waved as you passed me by,  with the look you gave underneath those sunglasses, you hide behind ! The feeling I felt deep down, way down inside! As days go bye, that look we share, there's something more that we cannot continue to hide! One thing I miss are those kisses we shared so passionately, everyday in our spare time. We had to keep hidden from time to time, pretending as if there was nothing more but that simple hello as we pass each other's side! That memory i keep , of you and I before we had to say, those dreadful goodbyes! 

Friend☕️💋

My day was made, as you walked on by! Couldn't control what I felt deep down inside with that look you tried to hide behind those dark sunglasses as you strolled my way every single day! Both of us impatiently waiting for a moment, to hide together, that made each day so much easier to live all day, knowing we would have each other and that cup of coffee together alone we enjoyed as friends every single day.. 

Only you ❤️

My heart falls for you and only you!  Yesterday, today and all the other days ! You make everyday a beautiful day! So please bring that beautiful smile, loving, caring heart my way! 

The End

I've tried, to figure you out, i tried to feel everything I wanted, needed! Your smile, your eyes are what carried me through,  held me through these rough times!  Even though it didn't happen, we didn't become but I keep your kind words, that replay most all of the time, that helped me through these horrible times! With a smile I do not deny what I felt so deep down inside! As you keep walking bye you have no idea you have a piece of  my loving heart that once smiled, with you by my side! 

Second feeling

Everyday at first we were always together, so friendly as can be, we laughed, smiled you stared so lovingly without not knowing me! So hard to hate you, so easy to love you! As the days flew by, our hearts we poured, shared things no one in a million years would never  ever know! It's been weeks, months, days so many hours our hearts, the void, the hurt,     We once felt became something more! You walked through that door just like you always do, greeted you with a smile ! So unexpectedly, so naturally , a hug and than suddenly, that kiss on my lips that instantly , so rapidly, my heart I felt beating, the comfort of the beginning of you and I, our hearts merged, as one! As I sit, in the back of my mind you're not completely mine! Living with so much feeling, so suffocating! 

Forever

When you kiss me your hands so gently caress my face, my eyes so tightly so naturally close, with knowing that you and I feel so much more! I swear we tried thinking that you'd never walk through that front door , so suddenly, so lovingly you looked through my soul right when I thought you and I could be no more; there's just something we both just won't and can't ever let go!

The lover


  • I tried to let go, the sadness my heart let out so loud so clear , anyone near or far could hear so clear, the sadness  these feelings I never thought I could relive with another, ended with the lover! Never will I regret leaving my significant other! The lover, became the love of my life from that first day his eyes met mine and he Never left my side! To you I owe , the happiness I feel inside! Never will we ever have to hide, what we both feel that love that came by surprise, which became a blessing in disguise!

Home

When young, I thought I couldn't ever do anything wrong! Decisions made without thinking things through, So many mistakes made along the way, breaking rules with a smile on my face,  didn't care who'd I hurt along the way! So many tears with such pain, feeling so drained realizing this is not the way! Getting older wasn't so cool! The real world wasn't as easy; I feel like a fool! I wish I would've listened to this words once muttered by my loving mother, I now miss home, wishing I could walk through that door , with regret i apologize to my mother once more! 

You

Your eyes so sad your words so dry! Why did I even try? You keep walking on bye as if you never lied!! But deep down inside something died! So I let it go, as you kept your head so down low!

Afraid

You're afraid to love me! Because you know you could never let me go!

You

When around you , my heart races, my legs shake , my lips quiver ! I know you now know it's time!  Why wait? Let's soon begin and remember why this,us how it all started!  

Why

My heart so sad this day today suddenly blue! All because of you! The indifference that you gave so suddenly it felt almost not true!! My heart torn as to why too you?

This feeling

This feeling inside me, so deep inside me wished you'd walk through that door!         What I know, with our shared feeling you give me so much more!!                           So passionately, like never before, ever  been so lost for words you keep me wanting more!                                           When you kiss me , behind close doors ! My all craves, you so much more!              So maybe tomorrow, he'll give me a reason to blog a little more!!!!

You

A hug that's just right and you give with all your might! Your hug a one of a kind hug that's never been felt before that shook me to the core! Words are never needed when hugged by you who I adore like I've never before! 

My boo

My heart so heavy when not around, but one thing you do is turn this frown upside down! The look that belongs to you and this feelings you gave to me makes each day easier to stay!! ❤️

My BooBoo

Your eyes so true,  Your kisses so pure.                              So easy to love  So why do we, continue to hide!  My heart, by your side Yourheart so kind ! Our pasts so hard so we mutually decide to leave it all behind!                                 While we stay by, each other's side! 

Sudden feeling

A feeling, well a sudden feeling never before felt but a feeling of never smiling or never feeling if I wouldn't of ever met you..

Today

Today, is just a better day! Because of you I'm a happier person each and everyday, I think I just might stay with you! That smile you bring I always feel that makes the world seem so faraway! 

Now love

I feel more love now than all the love before!! 

Smile

Just to see you smile, makes my sadness melt away!                                Just today as you walked on bye, realized my smile has been long gone for so many days!                                     Wondered, as to why my heart was beating this way!                                             Just as you said after awhile, with that sweet smile, after today my frown forever went away!                                             

I

I didn't know I lost my smile, my heart lost its beat with absolutely not a feeling without not even realizing! This man came out of no where so unexpected with a smile a sincere smile! My heart began to beat , because of you I smile, that smile just for you!!

My strength

You are my strength, even so far away! These days so long, the minutes that feel like forever! The thought of you, your words that inspire, never threatning , so gentle, so sweet you are! 

Experience

It's better to remember with a smile than to experience and end with a frown! 

Inconsiderate

So many years so many days along with patience I didn't know I had! For you I left it all, followed you along for love, I thought but instead it was mistreatment.  I gave you my all and you fought me with your all! So after all these years I decided I wasn't going to give you my all, my heart, my love, my time and patience! I take it all back and your freedom is what you can have back my selfish inconsiderate man I once called my all ! 

You

I think about you most all the time! My heart falls when I hear your name, I cry when I can't see your sweet face!! I pray that soon we can see each other again and you can ease this aching pain, I carry most all and everyday!

Me

I need that look that's intended just for me, I want love greater or bigger than anything in this world! The compassion I need someone to feel as I do! The playfulness that keeps me on the edge the smile we share between us! I need to feel important, through the years I want, I need much more love than I use too! Where did it all go? I gave it my all, I didn't give up , I took All I had left!

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