How much longer can I go on? My heart so drained, my words that come out of my mouth no more. The sweet smell of coffee in the morning, the way I feel, every morning of never ending happiness. You have me singing, I look forward to every day by your side, I can’t wait till the days go by it gets closer to being by your side, gets closer to having my heart satisfied oh how I miss you! I think of you all day every second, oh how I miss you terribly. I long for a family, a home, just something of importance in my life which is you I love you.
Out Of Control
MY heart my whole body out of control, just to feel your touch, your love. Your warmth, my heart, my whole body pumps so hard with love, my pulse ever raising so hard with love going through my veins. My heart my whole body breathes you. Your words compassion and you my daily motivation. I know I am in love with you as you are in love with me
The First Time
When you held me for the first time I knew: The look of excitement desire and love. The overflowing questions of the first steps of a beautiful beginning, Impatiently awaiting the first kiss, holding hands for the first time. The endless butterflies in my stomach, nervously awaiting night to fall.
Something Sweet
Something sweet something of importance, something that makes you whole, makes me feel like a woman you; you’re as sweet as the mint I savor in my mouth, oh so very satisfying as you are. You are as important to me as breathing that sweet comfort I find in your arms. You make me whole because of the love, that amazing love that embraces us as one, the one thing that I’ve never felt was someone making me feel like a woman, a beautiful woman that found a home in your soft gentle arms and a home in your heart.
Left empty
The coffee left empty; no coffee brewing in the morning, still waiting for the cup of coffee in bed. I hear your voice calling for me, I hear you and look for you but I don’t see you. I was your princess and you were my prince. The kind words, I need most now today and forever. I don’t hear them. The compassion I need at this moment, I don’t feel your hand. Only your hand led me to happiness. I see you and I reach for you but you’re not there. Your heart, you handed me in my hands everyday that meant so much, and felt so loved. Where are you? Can you see me in your dreams, can you hear me calling for you, I’m calling you with all my love that I had and still have. But you’re not here. I can’t breathe it hurts every time I inhale and exhale knowing you’re not here. I can’t see with such hurt and confusion, my tears are filling my eyes. Questioning can I move on? Could I love as much as I once loved you? How do I begin? How do I let go of you, your love, understanding and compassion. How? I just realized as I looked around the room, another love. Realized, other loves will never compare to yours. You respected, understood, with the compassionate love you once gave me.
The excitement
· The excitement of being by your side, when we go out for the evening. I am so ready to go home even though our evening out hasn’t begun. You have just that special way of surprising me in some way. The intimacy, the love, the passionate kisses you leave imbedded in my body every single day! The things you tell me in between, the beginning and at the end, that my memory and heart hold on to with such passion.
· Your silliness , your soft hands that run up and down my body and feels oh so amazing, feels just like the first time every time. When our bodies press together, the instant fire we create that grows stronger and stronger each and every day. Your long slow passionate kisses that run from the top of my body to the tip of my toes. You pleasure my body with such burning love that leaves no part unmissed.
Do you hear me
· Do you hear me, do you see me? I am here in front of you begging you silently with tears filling my eyes and my heart in my hand. I need you, I need you to help me please out of the emptiness I feel, I am sinking more and more into a deep depression with no way out. I reach for your hand and you turn away you push me away, your too busy caught up with you they way you feel, only what you want and what you need. I feel like I’m losing you little by little, you can’t I need your love, help help I need your help, can’t you see past the way you feel, I love you hold me you fool. I stand beside you and you don’t even care. You don’t listen to me I try and try to speak to. I pray it will make it to your heart and it doesn’t, it just doesn’t, why? I smile a smile that I just don’t feel I see it you see it but it’s broken, my heart hurts, it cry’s for your help. I talk to you through my eyes and you don’t listen. I stand by your side I listen to your every, want dreams, goals, and problems, “what about me”
· You forgot about me and you don’t even care or realize it. I stand by your every need. I am strong but I am breaking. You said you promised time away time alone but you get caught up with work and you stress and stress and take it out on me. You always push me to the side please please grab my hand, hold me, I will forget and forgive you I adore you with my everything. What happen to all the little things that mattered so much to me, and now I get nothing, just pushed to the side. I see you don’t you see me how my heart aches, just asking for your help. I see you, hear you but you are just not listening to me my heart my every need the little things. Hear me please listen to me all I need is a sincere smile, a kiss and to know you know I exist.
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