Never been easy to not speak to you everyday all day! Life keeps going for you and I , I carry you in the back of my mind, days are longer and nights are colder without you to share what we carry inside, the feelings so strong those many times we shared staring in each other’s eyes, hoping these moments wouldn’t ever come to an end while I had you beside! So much feelings I remember while I shut my eyes, the smiles, your eyes I see each and every time! So I feel so strongly, still today with so many years I never thought I’d leave it all so far behind! The messages you send just to let me know you have me on your mind means so more then you’ll ever know , my heart will always belong to you, my thoughts of you I have everyday bring a smile at least once a day but maybe more I really can’t say , but always remember it was my mistake !! I should’ve stayed , because of you I live each day hoping one day we will find each other because I know you’ve never moved on with the hope I’ll find my way forever by your side!
You
Thinking of you is an everyday thing, listening to a song that reminds me of you, keeps me always missing you! Miles apart , one state away, one thought one feeling, I should’ve stayed, you always made me laugh I now know never a dull moment with you by my side! Life is what slowly pulled me a way but one last thing I should’ve stayed and now today the memories have stayed , while missing you everyday knowing now it would not be the same! But you are always just a thought away
Memories
The look as I walk bye, the sweet hello that fills my heart, the stares you give when you're near bye, you keep my heart smiling , as we stare in each other's eyes! Hiding in the we shouldn't, but enjoyed pretending that we couldn't! The hidden memories that we shall never share, but with a smile we agreed we wouldn't!
Let go
I can't seem to let go of all that I know, so hard to breathe, even though it's been a couple hundred days, so many words we once shared lost between way back when and in the now. The confusion of not knowing as to why that one day you left me and never came back around. I believed with my all you were not like the rest and now today you weren't any different from all the others who pretended to once be the best.
Since
Since you, I still and will always love you! Without you I get bye through and through . So long has past since I've had you , days became clearer, my once lost smile has gotten bigger. I try not to think of you , I don't understand why I can't forget about you! Just today I passed you, and realized I have to live with you, and the broken pieces that still remain!
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