About Me: Why

About Me: Why: That feeling of knowing you, so weird! The unexplained connection between you and I ! The instant look in each other's eyes! My heart sa...

Dream come true

You're a dream come true! You've always been there ,your heart so pure! Your words you spare so sweet so loving that just cant compare! That smile you share along with that stare that shared so deeply and could never be compared!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

So many years

So many years along with so many beers that always caused a couple million tears" because of you, you leave me lonely most all the time, you say I'm not important, my needs you never meet, so what else do you need? I do most everything you need or want me to do , you've become someone almost unknown to me! You've become so secretive so hidden most all the time! You ask me most every free time why did you leave ? Seriously I hope with all my heart you maybe realize that this is why! No communication, etc to tired to go on so many words said and left unsaid, so wore out with crying and the dying I feel so deep inside I just figured you don't care so a smile i continue but always my pride I continue to hide! Last straw last hello last sorry last look last I love you last everything and soon our last goodbye! 

Confusion

You can't always have what you want, but you have what you chose! You promise people so many things, always coming through! You just tell me what I want to hear for so many years, do you my dear know how much it hurts inside swallowing each and every tear! We became one a decade ago well at least I thought so, with you pushing me away each and every time , you tear us in two!

Why

That feeling of knowing you, so weird! The unexplained connection between you and I ! The instant look in each other's eyes! My heart sank but why? My heart beats so fast, my words so twisted, the goosebumps you gave without warning! Shouldn't of never felt , so unexplained, no warning, but why?

I

I cannot sleep,  I cannot speak with you on my mind! I don't know why most all the time when least expected you always call! Maybe you're the one I can love all the time or maybe you're the one that will forever hold me tight! Soon one day will you give me a sign if you feel the same as I do all the time!

You know

You know I miss you! My heart falls for only you! My heart is filled with sadness, I shouldn't feel this way it's just not right! But When you know, you just know! My secret love belongs to you, I try not to remember you or try not to think of you but some how I hear from you! Can't wait to see you!