The lover

• I tried to let go, the sadness my heart let out so loud so clear , anyone near or far could hear so clear, the sadness  these feelings I never thought I could relive with another, ended with the lover! Never will I regret leaving my significant other! The lover, became the love of my life from that first day his eyes met mine and he Never left my side! To you I owe , the happiness I feel inside! Never will we ever have to hide, what we both feel that love that came by surprise, which became a blessing in disguise!

Home

When young, I thought I couldn't ever do anything wrong! Decisions made without thinking things through, So many mistakes made along the way, breaking rules with a smile on my face,  didn't care who'd I hurt along the way! So many tears with such pain, feeling so drained realizing this is not the way! Getting older wasn't so cool! The real world wasn't as easy; I feel like a fool! I wish I would've listened to this words once muttered by my loving mother, I now miss home, wishing I could walk through that door , with regret i apologize to my mother once more! 

You

Your eyes so sad your words so dry! Why did I even try? You keep walking on bye as if you never lied!! But deep down inside something died! So I let it go, as you kept your head so down low!

Afraid

You're afraid to love me! Because you know you could never let me go!

You

When around you , my heart races, my legs shake , my lips quiver ! I know you now know it's time!  Why wait? Let's soon begin and remember why this,us how it all started!  

Why

My heart so sad this day today suddenly blue! All because of you! The indifference that you gave so suddenly it felt almost not true!! My heart torn as to why too you?

This feeling

This feeling inside me, so deep inside me wished you'd walk through that door!         What I know, with our shared feeling you give me so much more!!                           So passionately, like never before, ever  been so lost for words you keep me wanting more!                                           When you kiss me , behind close doors ! My all craves, you so much more!              So maybe tomorrow, he'll give me a reason to blog a little more!!!!