Confusion

You can't always have what you want, but you have what you chose! You promise people so many things, always coming through! You just tell me what I want to hear for so many years, do you my dear know how much it hurts inside swallowing each and every tear! We became one a decade ago well at least I thought so, with you pushing me away each and every time , you tear us in two!

Why

That feeling of knowing you, so weird! The unexplained connection between you and I ! The instant look in each other's eyes! My heart sank but why? My heart beats so fast, my words so twisted, the goosebumps you gave without warning! Shouldn't of never felt , so unexplained, no warning, but why?

I

I cannot sleep,  I cannot speak with you on my mind! I don't know why most all the time when least expected you always call! Maybe you're the one I can love all the time or maybe you're the one that will forever hold me tight! Soon one day will you give me a sign if you feel the same as I do all the time!

You know

You know I miss you! My heart falls for only you! My heart is filled with sadness, I shouldn't feel this way it's just not right! But When you know, you just know! My secret love belongs to you, I try not to remember you or try not to think of you but some how I hear from you! Can't wait to see you!

AH

You never have cared just how I felt! It has always been just about how you felt! How dumb have I been to follow you everywhere, sacrifice my life to get no where but to experience everywhere! What a fake smile you wear everywhere, with that up to no good heart you share most everywhere! How much longer can I carry this lie on, with these tears you know I have to move on! What a relief my heart can move on, for you it should be so easy to carry on, you never cared with all I have done, so much love had sadly gone wrong, so my stupid love I have to gladly move on, but you'd be better off so sad and alone along with many lessons you'd probably ignore, so kiss my ass goodbye!

My dreams

In my dreams I will see you tonight, in my dreams you'll hold me so tight, in my dreams you'll tell me your right , in my dreams you will stay for the night, in my dreams you will always remain, untill tomorrow I wont have to dream, you will finally be by myside, so now with a smile I turn off the light!

How I feel

I hate what I feel it just can't be real! When thoughts are collected I wonder how can i deal and what do I do about just how I feel? Maybe I'm a mess or maybe just a little stress, so I take a deep breath, remember how I feel and learned just how to deal with what is for real!