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Never Easy

Never been easy to not speak to you everyday all day! Life keeps going for you and I , I carry you in the back of my mind, days are longer and nights are colder without you to share what we carry inside, the feelings so strong those many times we shared staring in each other’s eyes, hoping these moments wouldn’t ever come to an end while I had you beside! So much feelings I remember while I shut my eyes, the smiles, your eyes I see each and every time! So I feel so strongly, still today with  so many years I never thought I’d leave it all so far behind! The messages you send just to let me know you have me on your mind means so more then you’ll ever know , my heart will always belong to you, my thoughts of you I have everyday bring a smile at least once a day but maybe more I really can’t say , but always remember it was my mistake !! I should’ve stayed , because of you I live each day hoping one day we will find each other because I know you’ve never moved on with the hope I’ll find my way forever by your side!

You

Thinking of you is an everyday thing, listening to a song that reminds me of you, keeps me always missing you! Miles apart , one state away, one thought one feeling, I should’ve stayed, you always made me laugh I now know never a dull moment with you by my side! Life is what slowly pulled me a way but one last thing I should’ve stayed and now today the memories have stayed , while missing you everyday knowing now it would not be the same! But you are always just a thought away

Memories

The look as I walk bye, the sweet hello that fills my heart, the stares you give when you're near bye, you keep my heart smiling , as we stare in each other's eyes! Hiding in the we shouldn't, but enjoyed pretending that we couldn't! The hidden memories that we shall never share, but with a smile we agreed we wouldn't! 

Let go

I can't seem to let go of all that I know, so hard to breathe, even though it's been a couple hundred days, so many words we once shared lost between way back when and in the now. The confusion of not knowing as to why that one day you left me and never came back around. I believed with my all you were not like the rest and now today you weren't any different from all the others who pretended to once be the best.

Since

Since you, I still and will always love you! Without you I get bye through and through . So long has past since I've had you , days became clearer, my once lost smile has gotten bigger. I try not to think of you , I don't understand why I can't forget about you! Just today I passed you, and realized I have to live with you, and the broken pieces that still remain!

I know

You are the one , I know and feel it from my head to my toes, just to hear your name see your name is all I need to feel complete throughout my day! You know as well as I do you feel the same! But if we begin what we once had it will not end the same! What I feel for you I have no idea why it keeps getting stronger each and every day! To not see you to not speak to you it's so mind boggling everyday all day! If you feel the same, you know where I hide each and everyday!
I don't know what to do or how to be around you! Miss you all the time ! To pretend ... I can't!! 

Why

Why would I still feel so deep for him this way? I don't speak to him, I don't know of him! But I feel a strong pull towards him! Maybe the way he once made me feel, inspires me to write this way; everyday! 

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You know

You know you want to, you know you want me! So why do you act as if you don't want too Because I can feel you want me since the first day!  You know it's hard to stay away you know it's difficult not to know me in any way! So anyways just a little hint as to i am feeling the same way! Let's try to meet half way and you never know you might just stay, so no need to fear these mutual feelings that never went away! So just look my way and that smile you know that's just yours is a sign to walk this way!

Today

I miss you so much more today then ever before! I know we could never be; because of the other two we belong to! We know it feels right when it's just us two, but we have to get use too being apart and forget what we became use too! Even though it's been so many months I can't help but still miss you! 

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