You say

You say I have everything, but you're wrong I dont have anything, i have nothing!  I left everything. You say you love me but instead you yell, scream and shove me! How can you stare at me and say I do most everything wrong! Everything is forgiven but im so tempted on leaving you keep telling me go than you say stay! You can keep saying the word love but theres no meaning as you change your mind every single day!

About Me: Last choice

About Me: Last choice: You're not the last choice as you say! You're the forever choice that will always stay! Maybe not the first choice but carefully lon...

About Me: Not True

About Me: Not True: Our Love Pure, Your Love not pure Your lies so sweet Our lies, no lies, we know not to say Your promises hurt Our promises we keep We keep...

It still exists

Does passion last forever? Does that look of love for each other linger for the rest of our lives? Are The butterflies still felt decades later, that hug thats like no other, sometimes felt with another! How do we leave are significant other when the other doesn't care about the other?

About Me: About Me

About Me: About Me: A girl a naive girl always hoping and wishing. A girl who tripped and fell along the way, always hoping, praying for a brighter any day. A g...

About Me: A second chance

About Me: A second chance: A second chance for love a love I didn't know existed , the long deep breaths with the thought of you, the impatience of wanting to see ...

A second chance

A second chance for love a love I didn't know existed , the long deep breaths with the thought of you, the impatience of wanting to see you, your words that come from your heart, the gentleness of you. I have so much to say so much I feel but the loss of words , so many emotions that want to come out all at once not being able to word, say or let you know just how I feel . I want to feel loved I want to know what true love is, I want a simple life no riches no money or material things! With you I get all and feel all! I give you my love, my trust, my everything, I give you me!

Good bye

I passed you by as tears filled my eyes with the thought as of why didn't we ever just say our goodbyes, I felt such sadness with that hurting way deep down inside. Hoping and praying  it soon will end! That quick look in each other's eyes, as we passed each others side with that deep breath of our last good byes, Never thought I would actually feel that smile as I walked on by!

My heart

Do you listen to what your heart says or what your mind tells ya too! You think its about you but its about another! The similar hearts , our simple small town hearts, the love we give the helping hand we always lend! The connection we share the same values we share, nothing in life will ever compare.  To you my dear I hold so very near!  So many things I want you to hear i want you to know,  so many feelings that I would like to share but never enough time while you are near! You don't even know how special you are or what an amazing man you are! How lucky I am to know I have you here.

About Me: Do you know

About Me: Do you know: The little things you do, the little look you give , do you know about the little smiles you bring? The nights accompanied of little breathe...

About Me: About Me: Why

About Me: About Me: Why: About Me: Why : That feeling of knowing you, so weird! The unexplained connection between you and I ! The instant look in each other's e...

What if

What if I would've never left
What if you would've said to stay
I know I wouldn't of never cried
I know we would've tried
So much love to share
So much love we once shared
I know you still care
Life just isn't fair
It's so nice to hear from you
What can I do to always keep you near

So many smiles to exchange
The world is so cruel without you by by my side
I still ask myself why did I leave
I would've been the happiest by your side
Can't go back, but the what if's still remain
You're love and memory will always remain tucked away, in my saddened heart !

About Me: Why

About Me: Why: That feeling of knowing you, so weird! The unexplained connection between you and I ! The instant look in each other's eyes! My heart sa...

Dream come true

You're a dream come true! You've always been there ,your heart so pure! Your words you spare so sweet so loving that just cant compare! That smile you share along with that stare that shared so deeply and could never be compared!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

So many years

So many years along with so many beers that always caused a couple million tears" because of you, you leave me lonely most all the time, you say I'm not important, my needs you never meet, so what else do you need? I do most everything you need or want me to do , you've become someone almost unknown to me! You've become so secretive so hidden most all the time! You ask me most every free time why did you leave ? Seriously I hope with all my heart you maybe realize that this is why! No communication, etc to tired to go on so many words said and left unsaid, so wore out with crying and the dying I feel so deep inside I just figured you don't care so a smile i continue but always my pride I continue to hide! Last straw last hello last sorry last look last I love you last everything and soon our last goodbye! 

Confusion

You can't always have what you want, but you have what you chose! You promise people so many things, always coming through! You just tell me what I want to hear for so many years, do you my dear know how much it hurts inside swallowing each and every tear! We became one a decade ago well at least I thought so, with you pushing me away each and every time , you tear us in two!

Why

That feeling of knowing you, so weird! The unexplained connection between you and I ! The instant look in each other's eyes! My heart sank but why? My heart beats so fast, my words so twisted, the goosebumps you gave without warning! Shouldn't of never felt , so unexplained, no warning, but why?

I

I cannot sleep,  I cannot speak with you on my mind! I don't know why most all the time when least expected you always call! Maybe you're the one I can love all the time or maybe you're the one that will forever hold me tight! Soon one day will you give me a sign if you feel the same as I do all the time!

You know

You know I miss you! My heart falls for only you! My heart is filled with sadness, I shouldn't feel this way it's just not right! But When you know, you just know! My secret love belongs to you, I try not to remember you or try not to think of you but some how I hear from you! Can't wait to see you!

AH

You never have cared just how I felt! It has always been just about how you felt! How dumb have I been to follow you everywhere, sacrifice my life to get no where but to experience everywhere! What a fake smile you wear everywhere, with that up to no good heart you share most everywhere! How much longer can I carry this lie on, with these tears you know I have to move on! What a relief my heart can move on, for you it should be so easy to carry on, you never cared with all I have done, so much love had sadly gone wrong, so my stupid love I have to gladly move on, but you'd be better off so sad and alone along with many lessons you'd probably ignore, so kiss my ass goodbye!

My dreams

In my dreams I will see you tonight, in my dreams you'll hold me so tight, in my dreams you'll tell me your right , in my dreams you will stay for the night, in my dreams you will always remain, untill tomorrow I wont have to dream, you will finally be by myside, so now with a smile I turn off the light!

How I feel

I hate what I feel it just can't be real! When thoughts are collected I wonder how can i deal and what do I do about just how I feel? Maybe I'm a mess or maybe just a little stress, so I take a deep breath, remember how I feel and learned just how to deal with what is for real!

Not loved

Supposed to be loved for the rest of my life but not loved at all! Not hugged at all not even encouraged, he has no compassion even when im on the ground! He spits on my face instead of helping me up. What kind of man has he grown up to be! He doesn't stand beside me, he pushes instead, don't let him fool you all!! He really is a monster deep down inside, doesn't even bother to hide; the hatred in his eyes!

Last choice

You're not the last choice as you say! You're the forever choice that will always stay! Maybe not the first choice but carefully long awaited, my forever, the last choice I will ever have to make!

Do you know

The little things you do, the little look you give , do you know about the little smiles you bring? The nights accompanied of little breathes that skip, the heart beats that beat for you just thinking of your sweet little smile your soft words so well put the perfect parted hair the smell on your cheek that sweet innocent kiss on the cheek . Do you even have a clue? You're The reason I wrote today and maybe a little tomorrow !

Just a thought

What if there's somebody I cant live with out! Or I can't tell anyone about! What if my world stops for that man only one man! I wonder if he can tell or can he just tell by that look I give only him near, far or where ever we are!  

When you know

When you know, you just know, the heart can't seem to slow down,  beating so fast, not thinking about you becomes the past! All my words, anything I try to say the perfect way to make you understand, the feeling in every word that comes out wrong so not understandable but that stare that loves, appreciates every little mistake in those simple words that you know . When you know I now know and you definitely know now!

Not important

It hurts, the words you say: the words you say, just because just because you're mad, not at me just at life! Are you human? Can you feel do you feel do you cry? Im sure you feel and cry somewhere deep down inside!